So it really makes me irritated how people think they can say things that they can't because he was my boyfriend. my friend. my best friend. not theirs. They cannot say mean stuff like that especially that he can see. He may have hurt me so so much and made my life miserable and confusing and spiney. But that does not give anybody the right to make him feel the way i do. I mean sure i'm upset with him sometimes but rather than use those silly dull scissors and only fray the stupid rope, just use nice sharp ones and forget about it. hahaha i'm so creative when i'm sad or maybe weird stuff just makes sense when the rest doesn't kinda like how staying online and awake makes sense even though it doesnt. I like when boys sing to me and i want everything to be okay again and to make sense. I wish school would end and i could go to Polytechnic, college, some nice place to study. Yknow? I had a very sad relevation. aww i love that word.
My sister keeps being sick and stuff. we haven't had our weekly I WILL SURVIVE monday night at 9:55 on our bed and gossips about everybody for like...2 weeks. its sad. i mean we only did it for a month.
My cousin had to be dumb and go and get a girl pregnant. i mean really why can't guys control themselves?

arggghh!
Lots of Love,
Sri Nabihah Binte Mohamad Jihad.