Monday, August 30, 2010.
After 2 years, i found someone who i thought i could lean on.
I just want to thank you, for letting me stay in your heart even if it only last for 2weeks. minus a week you were caught silently without anyone knowing :/
I recently met a guy and there was instant attraction. He had told me that he has messed up his life and wasn't sure if we should try to get into one now, but I said we can take it slow and just date until later on.Our forth week, he started to pull himself away and go because getting close to him was too much for him.I eventually breakdown after he felt guilty saying those things, and it was horrible for the first hour or so.
The next weekend we were supposed to go on a day trip together. He told me that he was still into me as he had been at first, but if i want a serious romantic relationship, this isn't it. We didn't even met anyway and agreed it would be our last.He was at times completely lovey-dovey with me and at times idk :/ After the next day he said he needed to be alone. I said he hurt my feelings and walked away.He texted saying that he didn't mean to hurt my feelings but he just needed to be alone right now.I returned the text, saying okay, i'll let you have your space. I understand. I swear i did.I'm not sure how in just two weeks i'm in love with him.I'm OK moving on, although I really liked this guy, but I guess my ego hurts.What's really weird is that he is very attracted to me technologically and we have a good time together when we're not talking about his issues.
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