It's funny how we've stop everything after you got me impressed 2 days back? I'm sad. I feel so terrible now. I just feel like taking a knife and slit the nerves on my hand. Sorry, i drama more when i sad. Haha.
Maybe, my destiny isn't tied to him. My destiny doesn't tie to someone that leaves.
I get over-reacted earlier. Why? Because i was asking for a day. Just a day from him. You know how long i was really looking forward for today :( Well, this is not the first time he got me disappointed you see. I'm sure someone out there understand how i'm feeling now. What does it feel, when you quarreled, on text msg, and he kept quiet. Instead, was on call waiting with someone else? Well, you see, you tried calling him but cannot get through. Why? Refer back to my last sentence.
Why must i not think negative? I've caught YOU redhanded, TWICE. Ring a bell? You know, you should keep your problems to yourself and settle among us. NOT, leaving the matter hanging and go to your EX and complain.
How does it feel, when the day you needed him the most, and he wasn't there? Errr..
There's still alot to say, but i'm giving it a rest :)
It seems like all i've done, was never appreciated.


But i believe, Allah has fix it better, for my upcoming life. Insya'Allah.



Kasih sayang kpd manusia, tidak sebesar kasih sayangku kpd Allah. Amin.