It's time for a change.

Another year with boyfriend! Alhamdulillah <3
I can't wait to see what god has made for both of us this upcoming months. But for this month, it has been a blessful one. Less fights, more love.
WHAT CAN I EVER ASK FOR.
I spend my days all this while, loving him. Someone who i could call a Husband, a Boyfriend, a Bestfriend and a Father... Who i could turn to and complain everything, ad a shoulder to cry on.


Cause he keep me warm when i'm cold
He will always wake up in the middle of the night to put on a blanket for me when it's not in place.
He let me eat the last (INSERT FOOD)
He can make me laugh without trying.......
He makes me feel so special by saying 3 words.
He allows you to be independant and be myself.
He works two jobs to help support us (used to)
He teases me, even when it ticks me off.
He is a loyal friend.
He calls me everyday at lunch, breaks, whenever he have the time.
He inspires me
He encourages me
He hardly snores (but whenever he snores, i'll wake him up, of course heh)
He always, always tells me he thinks I'm beautiful and sexy.
He is not disturbed by my little dark moments
He makes me proud
He makes me feel special
He makes me feel confident
He makes life worth living
He makes the best cup of drink/nasi goreng lol (he cooks better then me!!)
He makes me laugh even when hes not around because i'll remember all the happy and funny moments we had

He's been doing all this for one year plus already. It's amazing how he's not been giving up, and tired of me. He's like a human that was send from the above for me.

I hate the way he's always right,
I hate it when he lie.
I hate it when he make me laugh,
even worse when he make me cry, yes, he makes me cry.
I hate it when he's not around,
and the fact that he didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close...
not even a little bit...
not even at all..

I love you, not forever, cos forever is a lie. But i shall love you everyday, in all ways, always, endlessly <3